I am dubious that my struggle is real. I wonder if I am chasing a dream that is not my own. Is my ladder to success leaning against the wrong wall? Are the motivational stickers on my mirror keeping me on tract or are they distracting me from looking within? From asking the hard question if I am following the path for my best unfoldment, not the path that fills my home with stuff.
Am I using the gifts God gave me to make a difference in the lives of others? I think I am, but on what scale? I feel that I have only dipped my toe in the water of my potential.
I am in the process of reframing my life to have less focus on what I expect from life and more on what life expects from me.